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18 January 2009 @ 09:52 pm
As the title says,  i had a dream about Angelina last night. I told dad about it, and he told me that he once (about 10 years ago) had a fantsy about some singer,  and that he woke up exactly when all the "hardcore "stuff happen. You know, there are things you never want to hear from your parent's mouth.. this is the perfect example. It's times like these when you realise that you're still green. My dream was about getting her autograph and handing ut an idea to help the kids, and promote voluntary work around kids in Romania. She's the closest thing i have to a role model. I really admire her.
On other news, tomorrow is The Andy's Birthday (17:D) and i have to buy him something. I was thinking about a Jack Daniels wallpaper. My only hope is that the store still has them, and maybe that Andy soesn't have one already. I know he's a fan of Jack's.
I went out with friends today.. Somathing i didn't do for a long time now. It was fun and i'm really glad i did it. Hope we'll go out again next weekend.
I'm in a Grey's Anatomy fandom mood. Big fan of the show. I love it. It's really good and it has it all: Romance, drama, comedy. I like the way the actors deliver their performance so that they make it believeble. Interhuman relations, they're beautifuly acted and simply a pleasure to see. Nana still hold my heart but Grey's Anatomy is surely close by.
 
 
Current Location: Home, Giugiu, Romania
Current Mood: touched
 
 
Beatrice/Rakuen9
07 January 2009 @ 11:02 am
Ever since school started on monday, certain things happened that depressed me. Monday it was the epic failure at Physics (I'm not sure if I'll pass this semester), yesterday it was a little game we played in the Psychology class, ranking the most popular, hated and shy kid of all the class. Of course, I've got second prize at the "most hated".  I didn't have too much votes, about 3 out of 30, because the "winner" got most of the votes, but I still got depressed. It's only natural to have one vote, 'cause I know she hates me, even though I'm not sure why. And I hate her too, for many many reasons I prefer to keep to myself, because I fear writing them down will make me shallow. And being shallow is something I most certainly don't want to consider myself as.  That will make me even more depressed.
Today is Saint John's day, so I've got another reason to be depressed. I'm really jealous of a large number of people and, even though I manage to hide it quite well, I still feel ashamed for being that way. I don't know thy that happens. Probably because i don't want to grow up and I still seek attention like a child. I have no best friend currently because i've managed to make the ones I've had, to leave my side and get new friends. I'm not even going into this subject.
 On the bright side, I'll get some free chocolate today so I'll have my happy pill too. Yesterday, Gratzi was my happy pill and I  am grateful for it.
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Current Location: Home, Giugiu, Romania
Current Mood: depressed
Current Music: no music
 
 
Beatrice/Rakuen9
01 January 2009 @ 10:20 am
          Today's is January 1st, 2009. This year that will be important to me because it will be the last year of kid/teen me and the first year of adult me. It's only natural that I'd like to change or improve some things about me. So here it goes: 
          1. Make my sleeping schedule more normal. Less going to bed at 6-7 am and getting up at 4pm.  I will have no choice but to fix it because of school. It's not healthy and i'm always tired. I'm wasting my time doing nothing. 
          2. Post regularly here. I already said why in my previous post. Also, try to update at least once a month, my Face Book, My Space, and You Tube accounts.Chat with people from all over the world.
          3.  Make some videos, to put my camera at good use. Eventually post them on You Tube, once I get how this video making thing works.
          4. Study more. Study more efficient. Study the things I like and like to study. Be the best at what I like and get  average/pass grades at the others. Know the subjects I'll be tested at even though i dislike them. I want a good graduation grade so I can get admitted to the collage of my choice. ( Foreign Languages) 
          5. Improve my drawing skills and my guitar skills. Specialize in portraits, oil painting and pencil drawing and study Music and guitar on a higher level. Play and present the Guitarade (in an animal costume XD).
          6. Tidy up. Al least my PC, because it's a total mess.
          7. Get A and B drivers license on first try. Ride bikes and drive cars.
          8. Work in the summer. That way I'll waste less time and mature a bit.
          9. Do more volunteer work.  
        10. Me more open to myself. I consider myself as pretty open to new ideas, but there are some things i can't get over, like my shyness that pops out in the weirdest of all circumstances. Be open to the idea of having someone dear by my self, of having a better half.:D (or being someones better half).
 
 
Current Location: Home, Giugiu, Romania
Current Mood: hopeful
Current Music: Traditional Romanian Music that Granny listens to on the TV
 
 
Beatrice/Rakuen9
01 January 2009 @ 09:46 am
              I've said this so many times before, but I'm really going to do my best and post regularly from now on. I also want to make sure I spell-check my posts because I have grown up enough to see the beauty of using proper grammar. XD
             It's almost 10 am, an unusual hour for finding me awake. It's the day of 2009 a year that will be close to my heart because it's the year I will officially become a grown up. (It's not like want it, less want it, but there's no way to fight the passing of time.) It really bothers me that I have to mature. I see other kids my age trying their best to be accepted in the world, modeling themselves so that others may like them, and growing up in a way , to survive the society we have to live in. I'm not sure if I admire them or not for being able to do that, but I think I'm a bit jelous of them. I can't do that. It's to hard for me. But I'll talk about this in another post. (See another post.. I'm making progress)..
            I'm now posting on my blog because it's a shame not to use it and I realised that I like reading about people's lives from different parts of the world, so it'd be only fair to them (and to myself) to say something about living in Romania and in Giurgiu. I don't want to bitch and moan about the flaws of my city or country, although there will be some of that too here,  I just want to let you see the way I live. 
           That's not the only reason. I'm really interested talking to people from different parts of the world, just to see how life is there. This blog will help me do that. It's also something that's in my New Year resolutions (witch I'll post later). There are a lot of reasons why I want to post on this blog. 
             So let's hope that 2009 will be kind to us! /And I'll be able to do what plan to! >:))  Happy new year!
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Current Location: home, Giugiu, Romania
Current Mood: contemplative
Current Music: Eloize - Time Against Sunset
 
 
Beatrice/Rakuen9
21 January 2008 @ 06:02 pm
So I did nothing important this weekend.. (I slept a lot.. and I'm still tired..). Saturday I drank some beer with my lil big bro.. (cip didn't want to join us 'cause we drank it in the park). We had some laughs (maybe because of the beer), and we were total idiots like we always are. (we went and bought the beer from Interex , like metro or such..) WE also found in there a machine.. The ones were you have to catch some plushies with a hook, but of course, the machine wasn't plugged.. Sunday iubi came and took me out (very quickly) and i stared at his pack of cigs.. and then made fun of him cause he was smoking slims..) Then lil big bro came and we went in town (iubi know a lot of people.. like.. he's too social.. he know most of my classmates.. that's weird man)..
 Yesterday, i found out that the Sports teacher I .. an idiot.. Am fost la ore, dar tot am prea multe absente. Bine ca nu aveam prea multe la alte materii ca altfel imi mai si scadea nota la purtare.. Ah.. Oh and i have to write a poem about one of my classmates .. in French.. I don't know enough French to write a freaking poem.. And if I do write one.. (and I'm forced to) my teach' will make me go to a creation contest.. So I'm doomed anyways. And if I don't write anything the teach will get upset and realize that I really am a  lazy bastard.Oh the joy!.. I'll have to go to school in a few minutes..
 
 
Current Mood: tired
 
 
Beatrice/Rakuen9
18 January 2008 @ 04:59 am
Ok ,so I went to Bucharest, i bought sushi, Tsubasa vol3 (yay Diverta had it), i stared at the playstation (portable and 2) games a while, and at the plasma tv (that totally rock), i was dissapointed cause the library made manga even more expensive (which is just sad). I usually buy my manga from mangashop.ro, the only exception is Tsubasa.. Witch i found at diverta at a lower price than the one on mangashop.. I still think that mangashop is better because 1 it's cheap and 2 you get loyality points, but the one month wait (or more) is killing me. 
About the play, it rocked. I was really good.. It is the National theatre after all. It had some funny scenes, and the actors were just great. I should go to the theatre more often.
Another thing.. I found DMC3 special version at 80 ron, a price i can pay. I hope I'll get some money back from my lil'bigbro and be able to buy the game. I played it and loved it, and i want to have it.
Talking about my lilbigbro, he said that he won't accept the fact that i study (classical) guitar until he hears me playing Desperado. So i'm trying to learn it (it will be fun). It's pretty hard to play, and i have to persuade my teach to make me (or give me) some scores.
My manga colection (because i talked about manga.. ) has now 36 volumes, (3 from diverta the rest from mangashop). I am very proud that it's getting bigger and bigger every month. when i'll have 50 volumes i will take some pics and show the world my collection . 
I went to see my old school.. I feel nostalgic (and it's only been 3-4 months since i started high school.
About the sushi.. I really like it:D And they had miso soup too, but it really wasn't that good.. It dissapointed me.. Maybe I'll eat a better one. I only have ramen, takoyakis, onigiri and sukiyaki to try. (in terms of  foods:D). 
Well, that's about it:D. No.. Wait, almost forgot. Tomorrow chapter 72 of  NANA will apear. I hope i can see some raws soon and a translation later.. Like in February (noo by then). The story is really twisted and complicated and i read so many hypothesis' that my brain can no longer endure it. NANA is addictive. Seriously addictive. I can't wait for the second season.
 
 
Current Location: Giurgiu
Current Mood: nostalgic
Current Music: Miyavi - Ashita, tenki ni naare
 
 
Beatrice/Rakuen9
17 January 2008 @ 04:06 am
This is my very first post here on Livejournal. Tomorrow I will skip school and go in Bucharest to see a play with my dad. We're goind to do some other stuff too.. (I Hope)I want to see the Honda shop, the guitar shop, the English library, and diverta .. I hope i get to eat sushi. Tomorrow's going to be fun. I have to visit my middle School teacher back at my old school to return some materials that i used for the exam. 




PS. Azi am facut prima basica de la chitara:D. (I am proud)
 
 
Current Location: Giurgiu
Current Mood: calm
Current Music: some radio XD
 
 
 
 

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