The Life and Adventures of Yours Dearly

Angelina Jolie comes in my dream

2009-01-18T20:09:05Z

As the title says, i had a dream about Angelina last night. I told dad about it, and he told me that he once (about 10 years ago) had a fantsy about some singer, and that he woke up exactly when all the "hardcore "stuff happen. You know, there are things you never want to hear from your parent's mouth.. this is the perfect example. It's times like these when you realise that you're still green. My dream was about getting her autograph and handing ut an idea to help the kids, and promote voluntary work around kids in Romania. She's the closest thing i have to a role model. I really admire her.
On other news, tomorrow is The Andy's Birthday (17:D) and i have to buy him something. I was thinking about a Jack Daniels wallpaper. My only hope is that the store still has them, and maybe that Andy soesn't have one already. I know he's a fan of Jack's.
I went out with friends today.. Somathing i didn't do for a long time now. It was fun and i'm really glad i did it. Hope we'll go out again next weekend.
I'm in a Grey's Anatomy fandom mood. Big fan of the show. I love it. It's really good and it has it all: Romance, drama, comedy. I like the way the actors deliver their performance so that they make it believeble. Interhuman relations, they're beautifuly acted and simply a pleasure to see. Nana still hold my heart but Grey's Anatomy is surely close by.

Why don't they listen?

2009-01-07T09:27:40Z

Ever since school started on monday, certain things happened that depressed me. Monday it was the epic failure at Physics (I'm not sure if I'll pass this semester), yesterday it was a little game we played in the Psychology class, ranking the most popular, hated and shy kid of all the class. Of course, I've got second prize at the "most hated". I didn't have too much votes, about 3 out of 30, because the "winner" got most of the votes, but I still got depressed. It's only natural to have one vote, 'cause I know she hates me, even though I'm not sure why. And I hate her too, for many many reasons I prefer to keep to myself, because I fear writing them down will make me shallow. And being shallow is something I most certainly don't want to consider myself as. That will make me even more depressed.
Today is Saint John's day, so I've got another reason to be depressed. I'm really jealous of a large number of people and, even though I manage to hide it quite well, I still feel ashamed for being that way. I don't know thy that happens. Probably because i don't want to grow up and I still seek attention like a child. I have no best friend currently because i've managed to make the ones I've had, to leave my side and get new friends. I'm not even going into this subject.
On the bright side, I'll get some free chocolate today so I'll have my happy pill too. Yesterday, Gratzi was my happy pill and I am grateful for it.

2009 Resolutions!

2009-01-01T08:55:00Z

          Today's is January 1st, 2009. This year that will be important to me because it will be the last year of kid/teen me and the first year of adult me. It's only natural that I'd like to change or improve some things about me. So here it goes:
          1. Make my sleeping schedule more normal. Less going to bed at 6-7 am and getting up at 4pm. I will have no choice but to fix it because of school. It's not healthy and i'm always tired. I'm wasting my time doing nothing.
          2. Post regularly here. I already said why in my previous post. Also, try to update at least once a month, my Face Book, My Space, and You Tube accounts.Chat with people from all over the world.
          3.  Make some videos, to put my camera at good use. Eventually post them on You Tube, once I get how this video making thing works.
          4. Study more. Study more efficient. Study the things I like and like to study. Be the best at what I like and get average/pass grades at the others. Know the subjects I'll be tested at even though i dislike them. I want a good graduation grade so I can get admitted to the collage of my choice. ( Foreign Languages)
          5. Improve my drawing skills and my guitar skills. Specialize in portraits, oil painting and pencil drawing and study Music and guitar on a higher level. Play and present the Guitarade (in an animal costume XD).
          6. Tidy up. Al least my PC, because it's a total mess.
          7. Get A and B drivers license on first try. Ride bikes and drive cars.
          8. Work in the summer. That way I'll waste less time and mature a bit.
          9. Do more volunteer work.
        10. Me more open to myself. I consider myself as pretty open to new ideas, but there are some things i can't get over, like my shyness that pops out in the weirdest of all circumstances. Be open to the idea of having someone dear by my self, of having a better half.:D (or being someones better half).

This is the first step! HAPPY NEW YEAR!

2009-01-01T08:19:17Z

              I've said this so many times before, but I'm really going to do my best and post regularly from now on. I also want to make sure I spell-check my posts because I have grown up enough to see the beauty of using proper grammar. XD
             It's almost 10 am, an unusual hour for finding me awake. It's the day of 2009 a year that will be close to my heart because it's the year I will officially become a grown up. (It's not like want it, less want it, but there's no way to fight the passing of time.) It really bothers me that I have to mature. I see other kids my age trying their best to be accepted in the world, modeling themselves so that others may like them, and growing up in a way , to survive the society we have to live in. I'm not sure if I admire them or not for being able to do that, but I think I'm a bit jelous of them. I can't do that. It's to hard for me. But I'll talk about this in another post. (See another post.. I'm making progress)..
            I'm now posting on my blog because it's a shame not to use it and I realised that I like reading about people's lives from different parts of the world, so it'd be only fair to them (and to myself) to say something about living in Romania and in Giurgiu. I don't want to bitch and moan about the flaws of my city or country, although there will be some of that too here,  I just want to let you see the way I live.
           That's not the only reason. I'm really interested talking to people from different parts of the world, just to see how life is there. This blog will help me do that. It's also something that's in my New Year resolutions (witch I'll post later). There are a lot of reasons why I want to post on this blog.
             So let's hope that 2009 will be kind to us! /And I'll be able to do what plan to! >:)) Happy new year!